"After careful consideration and many sleepless nights, here’s what I've decided. There's no such thing as a grown-up. We move on, we move out, we move away from our families and form our own. But the basic insecurities, the basic fears and all those old wounds just grow up with us. And just we think life and circumstances have forced us truly to become an adult, your mother says something like that. Or worse, something like that. We get bigger, we get taller, we get older. But, for the most part, we're still a bunch of kids, running around the playground, trying desperately to fit in. "
Do you feel like this, at the work place do you try to find someone to fit in with. At church do you try to fit in with the another group? Even at work we are trying to fit in. We are trying to make sure that we please everyone. Well guess what you cant please everyone all the time, and when you keep trying then you are not pleasing yourself. We all try to fit into certain frames. Well that is what i want to break out of I want to be my own person. I don't want to feel the need to fit into someones frame of what I should be. Maybe that is why I enjoy life so much. I don't hold myself to someone Else's standards because when I do I get all upset.
I am told I am not supposed to like this person or that person. I am told I am to hold grudges well guess what I don't. I am not that type of person. I can not think of one person I hate, for the simple fact hate is an emotion so close to love that the lines sometimes get blurred. Yes there are people that agitate me. As well as I see people that just make me think, what in the world are they doing. I was never a bully or part of the perfect click. I have always just been me. Different in so many ways it isn't funny, wait it may be funny when you look at it.
Yea on the outside I may be the same as every other person walking down the street. I wear the clothes that are in style but on the inside I am a lot different. I think differently why hold a grudge against someone when all it does cause yourself misery. I much rather be happy and relaxed than when you see someone that has hurt you or disappointed you and you hold that grudge it makes your inside all queasy. Now why in the world would I want to do that. I would rather move on and laugh about it.
There are people I don't care to associate with and those people I just don't speak to. I don't throw insults because they will just know that they have gotten under your skin. Guess what I don't let many do that. My friends, yes I can be hurt by them but then they are my friends I would rather hear the truth from them even if they feel I am acting like an idiot. Hey that is what friends do they praise you when you are right or call you down when you are wrong. Yet so many times we just want the rose colored version of life. We have refused to grow up!!! and further more....
"I've heard that it’s possible to grow up, I've just never met anyone who’s actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don’t go our way. We whisper secrets with our best friend, in the dark. We look for comfort where we can find it. And we hope against all logic, against all experience, like children, we never give up hope."
Quotations from Grey's Anatomy...no wonder i love this show
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